why are we here on earth ?? [ motive of our lives ] is it happiness or sufferings?

  • SnoopSqueak@lemmy.today
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    18 hours ago

    I am here because my parents thought the only ethical way they could have sex was to get married and have children. They had no interest in actually raising those children. I have been suicidal all my life, but at least I am finally far away from them.

    • Rhynoplaz@lemmy.world
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      18 hours ago

      I listened to your song this morning. Broke my heart.

      Best wishes on turning your world into something better than what was handed to you!

      • SnoopSqueak@lemmy.today
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        17 hours ago

        Thank you. ❤️ Your words bring tears to my eyes, just knowing that I am seen.

        Best wishes on turning your world into something better than what was handed to you!

        I hope I am clearing that very low bar, lol, but it is difficult. Backwards thinking was violently programmed into me. I have to keep reminding myself that my parents were wrong. I feel like a broken person, but it wasn’t my choice.

        I try to use the pain as motivation. I know others have it even worse and I want to do whatever I can to help them. I wish I knew how.